Ini lagu dalem juga :')

the call

It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turn into a quiet thought
which then turn into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
no need to say good bye

Just because everything's changing
doesn't mean it's never been this way before
all you can do is try to know who your friends are
as you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
and follow the light
you'll come back when it's over
no need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
it's just the feeling and none knows yet
and just because they can't feel it too
doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories go stronger and stronger
till they're before your eyes
you'll come back when they call you
no need to say goodbye

Desembeeer~

yaaa bisa dibilang ya, bulan desember menurut gue cobaan,anugrah dari Tuhan itu ada semua loh :)
dari yang ngerasain sakit hati,bahagia,terharu,sedih,ngakak,nge fly itu adaaaaaa semua
gue mau cerita -,- semenjak gue putus, gue jadi males buat nyoba lagi untuk "pacaran" bukan karena trauma atau apa, tapi ya gue udah males aja gitu ngerasain yang namanya "dimainin" tapi walaupun gitu, gue ga akan males buat ngerasain yang namanya suka sama seseorang, wajar lah, gue kan remaja -,- ;p hehe

Buat KF :D

Ten 2 Five – I Will Fly

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
There’s a chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that it’s true

To be with you is all that I need
Cause with you, my life seems brighter and these are all the things
I wanna say…

I will fly into your arms
And be with you
Till the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me
To get myself close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who cannot believe
Our Love will never end
Is it only in my dream?
You’re the one who cannot see this
How could you be so blind?

To be with you is all that I need
Cause with you, my life seems brighter and these are all the things
I wanna say…

I will fly into your arms
And be with you
Till the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me
To get myself close to you

I wanna get
I wanna get
I wanna get myself close to you

IH wow! :D

yepyep.!
today.... aaaaaa hari ini seneng banget yaAllah :)
dapet rengking 3, seumur-umur gue ga pernah deh dapet rengking 3 hehe -.-
gue ga percaya aja gitu, waktu pas sebelum UTS kan gue ngerasain hari-hari terburuk yang kerjaan gue cuma nangis,nangis,nangiiiiis aja hah bego banget ya gue nangis gara2 cowo sialan itu-,-
haha gue bener-bener ga yakin, belajar aja gue ga fokus, hmm tapi harus sempet2nya baca2 sih :))
akhirnyaaaaaa setelah minggu2 terberat itu lewaaat, gue udah ga ngerasain yang namanya sakit hati lagi. walaupun jadi benci gue sama tuh orang haha bodolah-_- dan sekarang gue dapet hadiah terindah dapet juara 3,nilainya memuaskan,ga jadi disita hp nya, dapet pulsa 50.000 hehehe ;)
dan juga, gue bahagia aku dan dia dapet rengking sepuluh besar, Alhamdulilah ya ^^

:)

when I fell into a deep hole, you help me out. when I was crying because him, you cheer me up. and now, I feel different. you changed my life. I love you :) f ;D

You-Ten2five

hmm boyfck.. ini lagu buat lo. selamat menkmati tangisan gue ya yang ga lo peduliin.
You
Artist: Ten 2 Five
You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

you said you never lie again. BUT?

yaaaaa... sebelumnya gue minta maaf banget sama blog gue kalo gue setiap kali nulis disini selalu galau dan penuh tangisan. tapi emang bener kok, itulah yang gue rasakan
dia...dia...dia 17 bulan aku bersamanya.. tetapi dia mengkhianati aku lagi :'( 4 kali teman teman :'""( sedih,nangis,marah,benci,kecewa itulah yang gue rasain.
dia bilang dia mutusin gue karena dia mau fokus belajar.. tapi apa?? dia udah nyakitin hati gue dan udah jadian sama cewe lain. ohh gosh sedih bangeeeeet yaAllah..!
kenapa cowo ga ngerti banget perasaan kita :'( aku sedih banget. tapi dia udah seneng,bahagia sama yang baru. apa sih salah gue? yaAllah pingin banget rasanya bunuh diri.! tapi aku juga fikir ya, ngapain nangisin sampe mau bunuh diri cuma gara2 orang yang udah buat kita sengsara..:'(
dia bilang dia ga akan ninggalin gue.. tapi apa? dia ngulangin hal itu lagi yaAllah. susah banget buat lupain dia, aku sedih banget ;')
tapi aku dapet support banyak dari temen,keluarga aku senang banget punya orang2 yang lebih sayang sama aku, dan selalu ada di setiap aku butuh.
mereka lah yang bikin gue kuat sampe sekarang
thanks all :) i love you'all so much